The day of August 18,
2008 my life was changed forever, and the guilt I feel is great. Ericka and I have had to learn how to be mom
and daughter. She was closer to her dad,
and she is the one who found him. Half
of me is gone, and my heart bleeds. Some
days I wonder if I ever will be whole again.
I am afraid that I will be and then afraid that I will forget him. Ericka is tired of me being sad.